You left me that short message
A vain surface of meaningless
but interpretation carves a deep intent
So I responded
only an hour after
Repeat the format
I want to tell you that I want you
but I don't know how
I think that I could maybe love you
if only you'd allow
Don't keep dropping lines just to remain in my life
We keep chasing in circles and I'm not sure why
Your mind remains flaky and vague, but your eyes are on mine
And when you find another lover, don't pretend that you're kind
But we'll still get caught
in this push and pull game
Repeat the format
It's all we know
I don't really know you
and I know I don't need yo
The sun went black and red today
and I could see our luck had changed.
Sometimes it's not so bad to hope,
even as our last resort.
And Venus lined up on the way.
We may have our chances, yet.
Where stars control each person's fate,
our paths will cross in one fine place.
Life is an uphill struggle
and nobody knows where it will end.
And when the horizon lies
beneath our feet, where will we go then?
Where will we go then?
The sky went dark and cold today.
The blinding light, it seemed to say,
"Sometimes things do turn out right,
even when you live by night."
And Venus winked from far away,
or so it seemed, it seemed to me.
The words will not come out of my mouth these days
and it's hard to hear you say them
when I just can't parrot play.
And I've never felt so locked up in a place so wide and free.
I've got this crazy notion now -
there's just no way to leave.
You will love me 'til I'm in the ground
but winter's come and things are heading south.
And the feelings that were once there are now lost inside a sea
that boils and sinks each battered ship
that made up you and me.
'Cause off the west side of this town, where things love to begin
we settled when we thought we'd fought
to find a heart that syncs.
And we go on like nothing's ever wrong,
but
Just watch how they fall
and glue to death like cement
Behold, fragile hands, and unfold
their tightness and velvety scent
And there's some kind of beauty
beneath the surface of the spheres
which curve and glean and glitz and cleave
and pioneer faith's tragic fears
Leave the blinds open, Love
Leave them open just a bit
Show me light in the swallow of night
and what sick hope I shall emit
But there's still something more
to the honed edges of this fate
with deafening and demented string
that pull the shrill sounds abate
Let's open the windows tonight
and shiver in death's breath
Unbolt them, slide and open them wide
so soon
August became January due to their weak organization.
The setback is living in your mind
like a creature that might speak at night,
as the voice of the bed
you so badly want to be away from.
But we spoke.
Time and space have thrown us rampant,
though we are thick as thieves,
like electrically charged magnets;
the pull lives in ours limbs and fires up our cores.
And we've been patient.
Now the hill shows its true height with every step,
footholds weak and taunting.
Each grip begins to feel unsure,
each second everlasting.
Yet we go on.
And we see the silver linings.
Rivers of mercury would kill us,
but we see our reflections
the alarm went off like a siren in the dead of night,
woke to the smells of dawn,
eyes almost completely shut,
waiting to adjust
took an awkward step, fighting weeks of sleeplessness,
the floor was turning like a carousel,
i fell beside the bed
loneliness begets
human thoughts and trends
but if we're predator and prey,
i'd love to die today
checked my pocket for my paper fate, found it safe
limped down stairways in the dark,
searched my pockets once again,
as i was walking out
i made my way through someone's tracks,
flooded in the morning light,
snow was piled up too high . . . so was i
bussed down to the station, cold air p
The distance between
you and I
Matters so much to me.
For that increases the
Distance between our already
estranged hearts.
I can't explain how
Agonizing it is for
me to love someone who
is holding back from loving
Me.
And in the end,
I get hurt the worst.
In the end,
I burn paradise.
It hurts to lose something
you never had.
It hurts worse
than loss because of
Death.
Nothing matters to me anymore
but your happiness.
If it means my heart
shall stay mangled and
Broken,
Then so be it.
Because nothing could
possibly hurt worse than
seeing the one thing you truly
Love in agony.
You left me that short message
A vain surface of meaningless
but interpretation carves a deep intent
So I responded
only an hour after
Repeat the format
I want to tell you that I want you
but I don't know how
I think that I could maybe love you
if only you'd allow
Don't keep dropping lines just to remain in my life
We keep chasing in circles and I'm not sure why
Your mind remains flaky and vague, but your eyes are on mine
And when you find another lover, don't pretend that you're kind
But we'll still get caught
in this push and pull game
Repeat the format
It's all we know
I don't really know you
and I know I don't need yo
The sun went black and red today
and I could see our luck had changed.
Sometimes it's not so bad to hope,
even as our last resort.
And Venus lined up on the way.
We may have our chances, yet.
Where stars control each person's fate,
our paths will cross in one fine place.
Life is an uphill struggle
and nobody knows where it will end.
And when the horizon lies
beneath our feet, where will we go then?
Where will we go then?
The sky went dark and cold today.
The blinding light, it seemed to say,
"Sometimes things do turn out right,
even when you live by night."
And Venus winked from far away,
or so it seemed, it seemed to me.
The words will not come out of my mouth these days
and it's hard to hear you say them
when I just can't parrot play.
And I've never felt so locked up in a place so wide and free.
I've got this crazy notion now -
there's just no way to leave.
You will love me 'til I'm in the ground
but winter's come and things are heading south.
And the feelings that were once there are now lost inside a sea
that boils and sinks each battered ship
that made up you and me.
'Cause off the west side of this town, where things love to begin
we settled when we thought we'd fought
to find a heart that syncs.
And we go on like nothing's ever wrong,
but
Just watch how they fall
and glue to death like cement
Behold, fragile hands, and unfold
their tightness and velvety scent
And there's some kind of beauty
beneath the surface of the spheres
which curve and glean and glitz and cleave
and pioneer faith's tragic fears
Leave the blinds open, Love
Leave them open just a bit
Show me light in the swallow of night
and what sick hope I shall emit
But there's still something more
to the honed edges of this fate
with deafening and demented string
that pull the shrill sounds abate
Let's open the windows tonight
and shiver in death's breath
Unbolt them, slide and open them wide
so soon
August became January due to their weak organization.
The setback is living in your mind
like a creature that might speak at night,
as the voice of the bed
you so badly want to be away from.
But we spoke.
Time and space have thrown us rampant,
though we are thick as thieves,
like electrically charged magnets;
the pull lives in ours limbs and fires up our cores.
And we've been patient.
Now the hill shows its true height with every step,
footholds weak and taunting.
Each grip begins to feel unsure,
each second everlasting.
Yet we go on.
And we see the silver linings.
Rivers of mercury would kill us,
but we see our reflections
the alarm went off like a siren in the dead of night,
woke to the smells of dawn,
eyes almost completely shut,
waiting to adjust
took an awkward step, fighting weeks of sleeplessness,
the floor was turning like a carousel,
i fell beside the bed
loneliness begets
human thoughts and trends
but if we're predator and prey,
i'd love to die today
checked my pocket for my paper fate, found it safe
limped down stairways in the dark,
searched my pockets once again,
as i was walking out
i made my way through someone's tracks,
flooded in the morning light,
snow was piled up too high . . . so was i
bussed down to the station, cold air p
The distance between
you and I
Matters so much to me.
For that increases the
Distance between our already
estranged hearts.
I can't explain how
Agonizing it is for
me to love someone who
is holding back from loving
Me.
And in the end,
I get hurt the worst.
In the end,
I burn paradise.
It hurts to lose something
you never had.
It hurts worse
than loss because of
Death.
Nothing matters to me anymore
but your happiness.
If it means my heart
shall stay mangled and
Broken,
Then so be it.
Because nothing could
possibly hurt worse than
seeing the one thing you truly
Love in agony.
i, OxyG, am the AUTHOR of this story
i DISCLAIM Harry Potter
WARNINGS include the fact that this makes no sense whatsoever, and was never meant to
there is no BETA
ENJOY
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James Potter wasn't a very serious teenager, but even he knew that there was something seriously wrong with Sirius. Or maybe not, and the young pureblood was finally showing the world what he really was.
The reason James had to wonder about his best mate's sanity was because said best mate was currently dressed in a beautiful, albeit frilly, pink princess dress, glittering tiara perched upon his head, and his face accented with makeup.
Jame
It's been way over a year since I've been allowed to update, but I'm out of office and embracing social networking once again.
AND Happy Belated 4th Birthday to my DA Account
I wanted you to be honest about me, but honestly you don't know me.
You don't know me at all.
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Over the course of your life you will encounter many disappointments. Sometimes it will be a loved one who let’s you down. Sometimes it will be a work deal or a business meeting that doesn’t go as planned. Other times it will seem as if the whole universe is kicking you in the head just because it can.
But I do believe Eliza Tabor said it the best. “Disappointment to a noble soul is what cold water is to burning metal; it strengthens, tempers, intensifies, but never destroys it.”
Better Luck in the future, because so